Blog Magic

It seems that sometimes you have these blogs in mind that are just too big, too ambitious, too to; they just constipate everything behind them. It's better for me, I find to just start typing...don't set out to be coy or wise or mysterious.....just let the energy flow....it will fill in all the blanks. When I talk with blog friends; we speak of similar limitations created by blogging. So you blog, get comments; then you want to outdo the last blog and constipation sets in.....but that is a self imposed censorization of your efforts. You start wondering if you said things right or the best way or will anyone be offended or sitting at you house later waiting on you to arrive. In the end, the power of blogging is just an emptying of yourself....sure some folks do it for money — what don't people do for money at some point — and apparantly I am not smart enough to do the same. Blog for me is just self release; if it helps anybody in the process, hooray! I find that if I don't blog or empty, there is a grand frustration that hampers the rest of my day. I can be a workaholic....once I am in the zone and head down; I don't have to come out any time soon. I can be alone in a room full of people easily....or so they say. Anyway, that's blog magic for me. Between blogging and pumping iron, I don't need a fish tank yet...but I would love one.